This is me ...

Marriage Certificate

Packing

Hmm ... since the last time I wrote here before the panda post, I haven't really say that I have left Perth for good early this year. And since then I have been living in Beijing, China.

I cannot really say how I feel about Beijing. I just don't know what to say. It is a totally different way of living than Perth. There are heaps and heaps of people here in China. From my experience living here, I think they are rude and barbaric. They are some kind of idiotic, especially with the way they are walking, riding bicycle, or driving car on the street. I don't say all of them are, but most of them are. Oh, one other thing is I hate the spitting! Sometimes you can think "Ah ok, it's their habbit and you can tolerate them", but if they spit on your apartment lifts or malls, do you think it is tolerable? Maybe it's just me and some other people who just came and live here.

Anyhow soon, as in about 3 days, I am going to leave Beijing. I finished my beginner course of Chinese language. Would love to continue learning for another half year but gotta do some stuffs back in Jakarta. Packing? I hate packing when I am going home for good. Last time it really blew my mind doing all that packing thing. It isn't that bad now, but it's still making me feel really annoyed as I have my sister here and also my little sister is here for holiday. It was easier with just me and Hendra but now everyone wants their own things without thinking about other people. Arghhh .... why can't everyone respect and think about other people for a little bit.

Beijing Zoo

Yes, I haven't write in a while, but today I feel like writing something. As you can see the picture, it is a panda. I feel that the poor looking panda feels sad. Honestly it's not only the panda but also the other animals. I am not complaining, but seeing the condition of the zoo it was so unfortunate for the animals to live in such condition. Look at the panda! Look at how dirty it is , it's not even black and white anymore, it's more like black and brown. In my opinion, the zoo was in a really bad condition, it was dirty, lots of broken exhitbits, exhitbit doesn't suit the animals, an so on and so on. But anyway, I have always love animals and enjoy going to zoo, so it was fun. :D

Pictures from the zoo

My little time of freedom

After week by week by week of hard work I am finally tasting a little bit of freedom. Work and uni was both so bad, as I said earlier, that I really have no time for anything. Last week exams are finally done and work is lighter now. But sadly it won't last long, I have to start summer school this coming tuesday. Just doing one last unit of my degree. Ahhh ... when is this gonna end??

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. -Aristotle

When Love Touched

For my beloved Livia

as the morning dew,
that touch me gently before the sun
as the raindrops,
falling onto my shoulder

teaching us about a true meaning of love
showing us about something that is very precious
a gift from God that has to be looked after
as long as the blood runs in our body
as long as the heart beats in our soul
as long as the sun will always shines the earth

that's what I've found in you
the simple trust,
the little touch,
the short glance,
the pure smile,
and the true love

each of these is building my chapel of life
where love is standing on its altar
keeping us together forever
as we become one soul
witnessed by God and everything on earth

Hold on tight

Damn work and assignment are crazy. I have been busy for the last weeks with all these assignments following me and won't let me go. Hehehe. I still have a week of torture to go, please God let me hanging here, don't let me fall. I've been feeling tired for ages now, lack of sleep, working, uni morning to night doing assignment, damn all torture. Fingers crossed this will be my last semester, then I won't have anymore torture killing me. One week to go, help me here God. :D

Someone who loves you ...

1. Someone who loves you cannot give reasons why they love you. They only know, in their eyes, you are the one.

2. Someone who loves you always make you angry or crazy or stressed. But they never know what stupid things they have done, because all they did is for your sake.

3. Someone who loves you rarely praised you but in ther heart you are the best, and only they know.

4. Someone who loves you will be angry if you never reply to their messages, because they care and they do not want anything happen to you.

5. Someone who loves you only drop their tears in front of you. When you try to wipe their tears, you touch their hearts that always beating for you.

6. Someone who loves you will always remember every word you say, even those unintentional words, and they will always use those words at the right time.

7. Someone who loves you will not make promises easily, because they do not want to break those promises. They want you to trust them and they want to give you the happiest life forever.

8. Someone who loves you maybe won't remember special events or occasions, like your birthday, but they know that every seconds they spend they love you, does not matter what day are those days.

9. Someone who loves you does not say "I love you" easily, because everything they do for you is to show that they love you. They will only say "I love you" on special occasions, because they want you to know that they love you.

10. Someone who loves you will go to the airport to pick you up. They will not bring a bunch of roses and call you "honey" as you wish, but they will take your suitcase and ask "Why do you lose weight in 2 days?" with their sincere heart.

11. Someone who loves you does not know if they have to call you when you are angry, but they will message you after a while. If you ask why they call late, they would answer that when you are angry everything they say are rubbish but when you are calm their explanation will then be useful.

12. Someone who loves you will always keep everything you have given, even the little note saying "I LOVE YOU" is in their wallet. And someone who loves you rarely say sweet things, but you know that their kisses say them all.

13. Someone who loves you will always try to make you smile and laugh eventhough the way to do it sometimes confuse you.

14. Someone who loves you will heal your broken heart and will take care of it with their hearts so it won't hurt anymore eventhough they have to hurt their own heart.

15. Someone who loves you will let you go if you are not happy with them, and they will be happy eventhough you, the one they love, happy with other person.

*Unknown source

RAM + Job Interview

Wohoooo ... At last I got my new RAM, just got it today from the seller (bought it from eBay). And my new laptop runs fast, smooth, and nice. I can't expect more than this. I got a nice laptop and spent only reasonable amount of money for them. Thanks to Mr. Zed for the help while choosing and driving me around the city looking for this (read previous post). And thanks to my beloved bf who did the effort of putting in the RAM for me. *huggles*

Just had a job interview this morning for Bakers Delight. I kinda like the place and the job they said I'm gonna do. Hopefully I will get the job, but I gotta wait for about a week before I can find out if I get the job or not. *fingers crossed